Friday, December 24, 2010

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winter and the night out there



White cloth on your thin skin, no one who still dares to the door

warm breath, which freezes to ice, my lane, which disappears in the white

In day light is of short duration, biting frost already on the lookout

red hands, pain in the wind, thoughts freeze even
Sun far out here, I'm all alone

You make me feel small and helpless, in the midst of your cold hands,
also blown my track here at the very end

I hear calls that are in the wind, watch up,
see birds flying to the horizon

The air is cold and clear, I'm against the sunset,
am so tired, I sleep soon put

The animals long rest these days,
and only briefly venture out of their protection

Where the moon lights the ice crystals can be like stars,
flying angels in the distance

I watched through the window looking out into the cold night,
of faithful angels always

sleep before midnight, I gently,
and white, winter will undoubtedly be the last

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Can Faint With Eyes Open

"What does not fit is made to fit"

Thursday, 23/12/2010

In recent weeks I have been once again a clear demonstration of how different I am. Otherwise in a morbid sense (although that certainly does not contribute to irrelevant), but just different than others. So different, as everyone feels at ease when he meets someone who is different than oneself
I had actually forgotten to some extent as it is, if there are different needs and views come together and we find no agreement. Particularly in terms of closeness and distance.
I am at this point really own that I am aware of and can and will make it no secret. This is the near-distance behavior in elementary social interaction, whether friendly or intimate nature.
I think pressure is not. If anyone expected of me that I am every day (or every second) report, I feel in me a lock that is like a heavy load on my shoulders. Then I fear the loss of my freedom, have fear, not enough to have time for myself to sort me. I need it to be for myself, rumzutüddeln in my own world. Without the availability of time for that, I would be crazy.
In my circle of friends that was never a problem. If I had not reported me for three days: okay. If I had not reported three weeks: just okay. No one has given me or blame me feel so not to get along. And so I eventually 'forget' that it is not normal to have to deal so to be consistent and not compromise.
But is it so that I have learned to know someone. And suddenly I again realized how hard it occurs to me, real close permit. This one is so different from my friends. This one has expectations of me and is unhappy that I did not have more time for him had left. And I'm already a huge step toward him, meet him more often than my best friend, even in the same house as I live, and yet it is not enough to him.
The barrel was about when I wrote to him that I do not feel well and I just could stand for any contacts, but would report me. Three days later I received a text message from him. He was worried because I have not been reported for so long already. I stared in bewilderment at my phone and was even somewhat angry. Three days is nothing! Seriously. Especially not if I feel bad. For him it is already too long. He wants us to spend every free minute together. I already give him any of my 'free' minutes, he did not understand. I felt so much at this moment that we can find no basis. At the same time I was so relieved and happy that I have such wonderful friends. have people around me, because similar needs as I find it easy to fit, without having to fiddle around great need to turn. Not without reason, we have been friends with each other, which I was suddenly clear.
In many areas of life can be found Komprimisse. It is always possible steps to reach out to others. But if there is such an important, fundamental area to different needs and expectations, it is not pleasant for both sides, but a burden. "What does not fit make it fit" should not apply to the ground.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

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journey into the past track

Thursday, 30/11/2006
"[...] I feel something like fear. But it does not belong to me. Nothing belongs to me. Anyway, I've often felt as if it were .
damn often.
I know I did not actually ask who I am. But I am concerned however about it. Is it at all important? Do I have to know it? Why? It would change nothing. I had better start me to get my plan. A life plan. Something about that I can hold me, something that fills me, makes me happy and shows me that I am a person who can do it. Be happy. I see the other girls and do not feel happy with them. They turn away from me because they do not understand me.
you say I speak in riddles. Here I speak only when I am sure what I'm saying. So they do not scare me and never want to have with you. But still they would go away. They say I'm living on another world, am absent.
hear from the supervisors I know that I seem anxious, looking around their inhibitions and have to talk.
All DBT group says they like me because I am open and friendly and intelligent and have humor. I approach people, I am helpful and condemn anyone.
Some people outside like my profundity, my analytical mind and my skills, to see that thing, that feeling can be seen behind a facade.
Some Few love to my madness, my otherness, my creativity, spontaneity, innocence and my courage.
I do not understand what this is all about. No matter who I ask, everyone believes something different to me to know, for me to like it. If I add up everything that is comprehensible but absolutely no picture of me. I wish I could look in the mirror and see for yourself what makes me ... "

four years of this diary entry ago. I quite understand yet that it is normal for others I always see a little different, as re- others and I myself, it was certainly more pronounced than 'normally', it was certainly due to my many-being, which I guessed at that time more than ignorance or denial mainly have.
I remember how much I and the uncertainty has taken. I was really sad and desperate about the fact that I could not judge me, not even for a moment.
It was the time when I needed a lot of feedback from the outside to me to know ourselves and keep learning. Today I know that it was the beginning of 'my way', then it felt entirely differently, like a deep hole, a dead-end were held by me in which I broke me. I saw no path, no direction, even though it was directly in front of me.
I find it exciting to look back to days and feelings that seemed so important, as they were held. To read how I felt and thought, what a conversation I had then and what was important to me and support was, for me to go on a motivation because I see the development, realize that I am capable and willing to change me and draw strength from this, continue to to fight what is important to me - my life.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

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thoughts

I look around me and know nothing more than the end of a day.
A horror about the timelessness of me and I fall victim to steal.
pushes into a gravity that seems unspeakably easy.
I breathe .. and only one thing to me:
A sunset does not wait.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

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Finally!

The new service could this week finally, finally begin. After a year of waiting, I now had only two appointments with my new supervisor and I'm at least as excited as excited. :)
you like I can do it to me and I just feel that we have a good time together will be.
had the first conversation I have a handkerchief in her hand, which was tattered in the end all, because I'm so nervous rumgegnubbelt always working. I had traveled several times to shame, but it was then but at some point again in my hand. So go have her. : D I
I also believe some crap and was told they like to call again on the way back and tell her that it is actually quite different from what I said - that 's pretty typical for me and I had to smile so pretty. For me it is the character that have been following the other conversation. Finally move comes into play, the others are finally involved again and let me share a tiny bit of it. It was missing that feeling that others are as well say and do.
Three times a week so I will now work with the new supervisor and I can only repeat again that I think about it much, am very happy. At last the wait and patience to an end! Juhuuu:)

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Getting Hand Foot And Mouth Twice

Split

The title 'Split' is so very meaningful and yet so accurately, I must smile.
It is strange though familiar - I read through the last blog entry and nod: Yes true, I've felt that and perceived. But was not something else? Had I not also have a completely different topic, that was very relevant and engaging? It is a typical phenomenon, probably especially when one is Many: one becomes involved with contradictions, trying to solve a problem, triggering new problems elsewhere, see 'there' closer, more focused every now and then knows little more of 'here'.

Unfortunately I can not just write about all that I 'think straight'. For it is either too much or too little and too confusing.
Too much, because too many people think the same about something that is totally different (now for example is about the new service, which begins at last / terrible legally next week, reconstruction and development versus throw away from all things that we sometimes just as support for have written us to consider how we approach a taiko school in Hamburg, what we are doing the same to eat, someone will continue to play a horse game on the Internet, what will tomorrow everything purchased needs and when it would be best, as it is Monday and Tuesday with the legal advisor well targets for the new ambulatory care are gone, music is being sung, considerations that fit cut pictures still on the door, as well tomorrow to dance , as it can go on with the new acquaintances, etc. pp.)
Too little, because 'I' do not really think much, but somehow serves only as a shell. Anyway, it feels like for me. There is so much that I think that come the thoughts that I have such in mind, just from the other and I sharing it as a spectator. A little bit I can influence the direction and perhaps also, but I really 'me' focus is impossible or meaningless. Then there is no more. Only emptiness.
I can pick out a thought and focus it on them, so I more with the person who has these ideas closer together, and all other thoughts perceive less (what happened stop, if you focus;)) But it ' is my 'idea or opinion or idea, I do not feel this. I take these ideas and opinions is not really for me or something, but am largely lack of opinion. If I have to express an opinion, I look for a 'right' from (if no one pushes further forward), which is based completely moment happened and situational. I also have no relation to when the situation in which it was so needed is completed. And why just my faith, I am actually not a separate person, but tools.

But what I say today really wanted ...
'Split' is the main content of everyday thoughts.
is mentioned briefly next week release the new ambulatory care and I'm looking forward to working very common.
We take care of that very reason, collect all the documents that we have collected over the years, and to add or adjust again. Since we are very busy this place, so we just active and much to us and what's happened to us and helps deal.
moved the same time, again much in the direction offender contacts and it will not spare any expense or effort to re bandeln with the family, because the need for this familiarity and the contents and being seen is extremely large at the time. (I write 'this' because it is different from what one would expect from friends or helpers get and would like to receive.)
We deal thus with the coming work and sabortieren they also have the same. Ironically, the slow but not a thought of the other, or reduce its effectiveness or moves it to do, but both side by side exists. Ubiquitous. It is, as would one know anything about the activities of others, even though I know it is not so. It also complains no one with the other and says, "Hey, let's get it!" or "Hey, we do not yet work with the supervisor," but both parties just do what they do.
Whether this is so good?
Maybe we need a kind of mediator, but how can run it then?
because I'm getting a little shoulder-Zuck mood.

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Sunday, September 26, 2010

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Autumn - I miss you

I have overstepped the mark, the last drop fell,
the day since you left, he was never my goal

It is the leaves on the tree, where we always sat,
forgot the whole chaos around us around

The wind is colder, I will now become clear
that I never for you the rock, but the surf was

Take me into your world, I'm never coming with me,
me with you, I believe it is time once again to

But, too late, I'm in your heart Autumn broken
we talked a lot, but never talked about that way

At the last intersection, where I turned wrong
fell, fell, too deep, down

you go further there is not much that was us,
the last page, it is empty,
two people have no hope

The day when the love died, a part of me that
come back because I miss me perish by cold



I connected

Thursday, September 23, 2010

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Life as it should be

Who as much as I can I watch TV, is the saying "Life as it should be 'well know - it comes from the Coke commercial, which always is so exaggerated that, in comparison, each shows 'real' life like a bunch of boring line up along moments. It seems like a worthy life of adventure, full of adrenaline. Life as it should be - but how is the 'normal' people really do?
What does the company for a good, worthwhile life?
of therapists I hear over and over again the same recommendation: a path to a happy existence, the 'good' life is on the following points to achieve the following columns:
social contacts, job / employment, hobbies, physical health, material security ( roof over their head), etc. If you
times longer to find therapists was gehastet repeatedly from one to the next, you will soon found out that it is these points that are frequently queried. Why? Evident from the absence of an occupation of the location of the problem? Is it possible to determine from the lack of social contacts, what it fails again and again?
No, definitely not. It is only an outer frame, the stop should be. Other. But of course, itself a principle, anyway.
But there are people to meet without all these points, satisfied or happy to go their way. The other way round, there are also people who are unhappy, despite all these things. Who can not explain what in their lives not operate properly, but because they at first have everything that is to have it.
me busy at the moment because I'm in a phase of change. That happens more often, which I will be good, because there is always something moving. This time it's as much of the outside, that should change. This is new.
I want to meet with all means all of these items and search frantically for jobs, tasks, and the like. I may call me now so student (until the next non-student test), do Pilates and other sports activities, tell me more healthy diet, a bicycle was purchased and a complete medical network created.
Why all this? First and foremost, fortunately for myself I would deal better with me to better get along with me. I want to challenge me utilize, and newly discovered.
On the other hand, also make some 'helpers' pressure. I need employment, they say. I had to consult a doctor and that I should do my best to social connection.
It seemed not enough that I was satisfied with my situation. Yes. I was happy with it, not to go to work. Because I am terribly in stress leads to, if I am under pressure - be it work pressure or expectation. It's pure stress and the triggers and change brings chaos. I was busy enough with myself and did not feel bored. But that was first matter, because I had no job, so I had to do so change. Because it nunmal heard so. "A man is not working, can not simply be satisfied." So I wanted something that could come into question for me. And I independent learning was in order. It is probably the only thing I can stand.
the sport, or hobby, the search came from myself And that's not so easy as I thought. Not because I find it too hard or think I do anything fun, but because it reacts to external funny. My friends find it 'strange' that I exercise. You look at me critically and fear that I would thus compensate somewhat. My eating disorder friends look even more critical because they suspect I would be eating disorder. It's frustrating because, as already mentioned - I would cope better with me to better get along with me. I want to challenge me utilize, and newly discovered.
I feel so good when viewed from the outside. I have recently written about and it has become even better, because I have prospects. That I am better, I can not say yet. 'Life as it should be' feels to me differently. Alive. Right now I have to check off the feeling, just a list. A list which tells me how life is worth living. But with every other hook, I feel that it is not. Not my way. Not quite. I have to make me continue to look for what I elicits passion and vitality. What fascinates me and gives me strength. No therapist can tell the world to me and recommend what I'm good, what to stabilize. He thinks just 8.15 and it does not fit me. Sorry. It adapts well to the few people who have no history of 15.8.
Life as it should be, should be the way I feel it is worth living. Even if I do not have 100 friends, or a 40 hour week or 5 hobbies. As long as I feel it does me good, it's the right way, even if others do not understand that. Just because it's different. But you have to stand up and fight, be true to themselves, which is really hard. But otherwise it does not seem to go.

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

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Ingenious psychological thriller with trigger risk

Last night I had, not knowing how this film was going to impress me, "The Machinist" looked at.
The film was as a side dish of a relevant computer magazine issue on DVD.
I have made myself comfortable and I thought if they were sure a nontrivial stripe, a B-production.
The Machinist (German-language cinema titles in some cases the engineer) is a English thriller directed by Brad Anderson of the year 2004th
this psychological thriller starring Christian Bale plays I've seen in "Batman Begins".


What is special about this role?
The actor has in a short time his body weight reduced by one third to können.Christian play the lead role convincingly in this film, Bale has lost 30 kilograms for The Machinist (and for the role of Batman increased again, where he was a muscular hero fights against evil)
Here is a photo that shows him in the different spins.


I am fascinated by the will power of the actor, the "easier" in a short time his body.
I refer to Franz Kafka's "Hunger Artist".
For those who are currently suffering from acute anorexia, this movie is inappropriate.
Here is visible a lot of self control, the body of the main character looks like a connect to the film created Gesamtkunstwerk.Auch sensitive issues such, guilt, psychosis.
A brief description of contents:
The machine operator Trevor Reznik is suffering from insomnia for about a year and has since fallen sharply. His colleagues shun him more, and his calm, he finds only in the arms of prostitutes in the company of Stevie and waitress Marie, whose airport cafe he visited at night.
The atmosphere in the engineering firm is dark and rather hostile.
Here Trevor Reznik is working with its graceful body between strong, muscular fellow.
It sparks fly, here is welded, punched, and one can sympathize about the abilities of the workers there every day, between them, the different kind of man
He reveals his body more than once, in the locker room before anderen.Er called a junkie and his whole Being as sick bezeichnet.Er is stripped of his colleagues.
In this film you can (s) feel for how the main character suffers from a deep trauma that leaves him unable to sleep.
One day he meets in the parking lot of his company to know a man named Ivan, who claims to be a work colleague. A little later a machinery accident caused Trevor because he is distracted by Ivan. An employee loses his arm. As Trevor claims to have been distracted by Ivan, his colleagues say that throughout the company, no employee by that name was employed.
Trevor's life is increasingly in disarray. With small sticky notes, which he in the house hang up, he tries to remember the necessary errands, but soon he will also note with messages that he does not understand. Also in the company of causing an accident leads to problems. His colleagues see him as a potential hazard and make it clear that he is undesirable. One day, even when an accident nearly loses his arm, he accused his colleagues of revenge and then dismissed. Increasingly, he met
Ivan, know of no one else seems to. Trevor sees in Ivan the cause of his problems and tried to follow him and talk to him.


Its environment is strongly alienated, the audience experiences parts intrusions with its pictorial.
Reznik perception is psychotic and one can witness in the course that he did not let go of people in his past, he is always before the inner eye.
It is about the representation of trauma, a never-ending nightmare is unfortunately no real bitter.
Every character (even the supporting characters) are drawn carefully and look absolutely authentic in your presentation.
experiencing the end of the film the audience the relationship between guilt and paranoid perception, the source also is Ivan.
What can not sleep Trevor?
A serious car accident appears again and again, the Reznik has never been released. More like
I can not tell.
guilt is a central theme of his inner world, represented oppressive and gloomy.
In many places the film is called Reznik guilty and describes itself also caused so.Den accident he can not forgive himself.
The facial expressions, the body, every scene in this movie is convincing.
Christian Bale has delivered high performance, but also that I consider critical, because the film encourages people eating disorder similar to a self-flagellation. What
here is a challenge for the actor, is for eating disorders bitter reality, with serious bodily injury.
While Bale can control his weight loss, anorexia nervosa can no end to their diet.
To this extent I have not seen any physical change in the film.
I remember the Tom Hanks role in "Cast Away" (Cast Away), in which he becomes a long-haired, stripped-survivors on a desert island.
"The Machinist" fascinated by its gloomy atmosphere and the presentation of the internal conflict of the protagonist. He is not
film.de man (n) looks for evening entertainment by the way ...

Here is the trailer for "The Machinist" (unfortunately in English):

Thursday, September 16, 2010

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Red tears


I know I have many times refused
I know I have cried many times,
and all of my old mistakes,
are there together on my arm.

Every cut a story
Can you read it? Can you see it?
A step back in time,
anxiously to go forward.

Trapped in the dark, deep in my heart,
is all this fear, all the lies and pain,
I know, I do not own creative,
to escape this prison
because all I ever loved,
was taken from me so quickly.

So I will remain nothing more than the tears
blood red,
the only companion
on the way,
in
death

Monday, September 13, 2010

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the first time in psychiatry - Questions and Answers


many different mental illnesses, at some time in perhaps a psychiatric hospital or psychiatric unit of a hospital .
Initially this is a very exciting time, appear in the many questions.
was in the nineties, the inpatient treatment in psychiatry still an unknown entity, they had heard of it, but could not imagine anything including exact .
It exists to this day still a nightmare vision of psychiatry.
What we see in movies, reinforces the poor image of psychiatry rather than does it enlightening.
The number of hospital stays will continue to increase in proportion to the mental pressure and stress of today.
Whether it is depression, psychosis, personality disorders, eating disorders, alcohol
tablets abuse burn-out syndrome or suicidal thoughts, the causes leading to the clinic are very different.
What actually happened in psychiatry?
Is there electric shocks and closed departments?
found in almost every family is affected, who have one or several experienced hospital stays.
here I try a few to answer the most common questions.
There are certainly many different causes and life paths that lead in psychiatry and everyone has to give yourself time to understand, out how's life in the clinic is hat.Geduld have to be a buzzword in the Psychiatry.


How is the admission to the hospital?
Often the instruction is carried on the family doctor or psychiatrist / neurologist.
In rarer cases, the patient is admitted forcing (see later).
What is the period required by the treatment?
The duration of stay may be a few days, weeks or months be .
only in the course of the stay arises an estimate of the period, which is used to treat enötigt b .
It is not helpful to compare themselves with other patients, each patient is an individual.
time playing in psychiatry a minor role.
"The mental illness is not the end, which healed after a few weeks."
Why are often items such as razors, electric appliances, laptops, nail scissors,
leave etc.beim nurses?
The risk of self harm, suicide is very high in a spiritual crisis therefore be picked up all the "dangerous" items, but can any time loan problems .
laptops, cell phones, etc.sind not allowed everywhere must and may also given be.
is often deliberately made sure not to dive into virtual worlds or incriminating contacts
through emails, sms, for example, be maintained.
are on the ward there is usually a patient's phone.
Why can some stations to be received no visit?
The patient, the patient should focus on their own person and include just in the early days no incriminating contacts. There In most clinics it solid visiting hours.
After the applications, often in the afternoon, evening or on weekends visit may be received. may often children with the Station.Es are often rooms, cafeteria, etc., which are happy to receive visits kann.Der patient should not eventually become completely isolated from the environment.
may not always brought something for it should.At stations for eating disorders may often be brought no food and no alcohol addiction, of course, stations containing foods, mouthwashes, caffeine (Cola or coffee), etc.
Sometimes the staff asks danach.Also, first check with the nursing staff.
May I to during the stay at home?
Many clinics offer leaves of absence, because it is long term goal to return to their own environment.
usually not ride home on the weekends.
A vehicle may not always be driven, for insurance reasons or medication zBEbenso often is only one possible zBSamstag night / Sunday.
In rare cases the patient is discharged at short notice and re-recorded. (If the access route is very long, for example)
What therapies offer clinics in general?
many hospitals now offer a wide range of therapies. individual meetings, group therapy, art and occupational therapy, creative arts are in the station everyday routine. sport and exercise groups, often relaxation exercises, meditative exercises to reduce stress are there too.
The clinics often have a large number of physiotherapy treatments.
(mud, massage or physiotherapy)
Sportswear is bringing in the rule.
help social services to clarify zBfinanzielle difficulties, provide support for the authorities.
are at some hospital sites to trauma therapy, DBT concepts, behavior therapy.
The referring physician has the opportunity to immediately find the appropriate clinic.
The hospitals now have their own web portal and you can find on the net prior information.

example of the treatment from a psychiatric ward (can be enlarged) are
What are the different clinics?
addition to general psychiatric wards on which a broad spectrum of diseases treated, there are specialist clinics and wards of psychosomatic medicine, zBbei eating disorders, depression, anxiety or burnout syndrome.
alcohol and drug rehabilitation zBwerden on special Addiction stations and conducive behandelt.Auch in long-term treatment self-help groups like Alcoholics Anonymous can clinics recommend from personal experience.
Borderline stations often offer the dialectical-behavioral therapy. (DBT)
addition, there are also psychodynamic Psychotherapie.In general, the treatment extends over about 12 to 16 Wochen.Auch miteingeplant intervals, to test the stress at home and to practice new behaviors.
as other hospitals in the behavior therapy in the first place, such as anxiety, obsessive-compulsive disorder.
With Behavioral therapy (CBT) is called a spectrum of forms of psychotherapy. All these arrangements are that the self-help for the patient at the center, is being given to him for insight into causes and origins of his problems methods by the hand with which he gets along better in the future.
There is no recipe for Disease Clinic A helps B, and so several attempts weiter.Es may be necessary and that helps sometimes, a combination of therapies.
In general, the family doctor to arrange treatment, but also self-help groups can geben.Mittlerweile useful information exist in many Regions psychiatric counseling or social services.
Can I leave the station at any time?
wants to hold on No clinic patients and usually can leave the station.
You can unsubscribe to certain hours or leave of absence request.
In the beginning, or in acute danger to themselves, the station should not be left alone.
Once the patient is feeling better, he has again free output.
been forcibly admitted to, so reasons exist for the acute phase at the station and / or supervision to spend. (suicidality, self harm, etc.)
must turn the recording, are against your will, a judge ordered.
per year in Germany, now about 110,000 people to the housing laws of the countries (UBG / PsychKG) under distraint.
A treatment against the wishes of the person concerned is when there is no ability to consent of the individual only in cases of danger, of considerable danger to their own and allowed the health of other persons.
(link to PsychKG see below)
Stay on closed station is kept as short as possible, it is a measure of protection for themselves and / or Other.
Often walks offered with the staff to rely on heavy days, the station can times.
it is due to a withdrawal in the hospital, has its own rules and agreements.
How about the control of drugs, for the exit, or no output in the first week alone.
They are unfortunately difficult periods, but they are limited to a minimum of days.
Are there really "shock" or fixing the bed ?
Yes, there es.Aber: Electroconvulsive therapy (ECT) and electroconvulsive therapy (ECT the old name is not already available) is used in psychiatry to treat mental disorders. The mechanism of action of ECT is to trigger an epileptic seizure by the administration of electric current on the skull of anesthetized patients. ECT is used primarily in major depressive disorder with suicidal or delusional Symptomen.Hier it is one of the most effective treatment options and may also result in previously treatment-resistant depression to a substantial improvement.
The patient is under anesthesia, and is itself a bewusstlos.Er agrees to treatment.
Certain psychiatric symptoms such as delusions, depression, especially major depressive inhibition and others are reduced significantly after a series of such applications or disappear altogether. It is thought that is affected by the release of uncontrolled electrical discharges in the brain, the metabolism of neurotransmitters and hormones so that there will be a reorganization in the nervous system is.
Is there a fix the patient's bedside?
erklärt.Sie The patient is the cause of the fixation is used to protect himself or others and does not constitute punishment dar.
case of severe agitation or threats of violence (often in psychotischemStress and anxiety), the patient is calm and the situation deeskaliert.Die fixation is as short as possible durchgeführt.Ausreichend trained personnel must be present.
The fixation is a measure involving deprivation of liberty and must be ordered a judicial and be terminated immediately if the patient is no danger to himself or others is.
In film and television shows like psychiatry as a horror scenario in which people are tortured, completely unsinnig.Diese time and their methods are certainly an eternal monument to the old Psychiatry and remember inhumane practices that belong to the past.
"Sleepless in these beds"
What should I say just the other?
The first stay in a psychiatric always raises the question of how the environment reacts and how much they reveal of themselves.
I have had a positive experience, particularly in the past has Jahren.Der death of Robert Enke as mental illness, depression, here, on the front page of newspapers delivered to.
I hear more often that in various families are affected and at least once were under psychiatric treatment, but rather to conceal it.
Dealing with psychiatry zunehmenst is transparent and it becomes clear that it is the patient at all is "normal" people.
de-ranged, means "pushed aside" but still the man with all his abilities and characteristics to be.
I have met very interesting people with their life difficulties have, but want you to be in psychiatric treatment.

I like to answer some questions about psychiatry.
Simply send an email to:
tomsangelart@t-online.de

Related Links:
Mentally-health law (PsychKG) :
Psychiatric News - Information for patients and their families:
www.psychiatrie-aktuell.de/

Monday, September 6, 2010

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first Project: Social Service of Catholic Women Paderborn

promotion and support of parents and children in the care situation

The departments Westfälische foster care and adoption and foster care provide the social services of Catholic Women Association children and young people who for various reasons in their family of origin is not satisfactory psychological and can be supplied physically possible to grow up outside their parents' home in family references. It These are children, often traumatic, life-threatening experiences were suspended. They need on their life's intensive care and a loving companion.

for foster and adoptive parents is therefore an annual calendar of events published with different offers. These events are the target group in addition to individual counseling with the opportunity in the context of peers offers exercise, which offer both a major factor in relief to secure the development of social contacts and serve the exchange. Second, important thematic and in consultancy additions to the life and upbringing are taught to the children.
particularly the issue of Frühtraumatisierung in children is the focus of attention. Thus, this year offered two events to assist the foster parents, children are following in the friendly environment of the foster family adequately by appropriate knowledge and understanding and clear strategies in the processing of their extremely stressful experience.



Event 1:

Trade Day "fear and aggression in foster and adopted children" at 08 May 2010
Speaker: Dipl remedial teacher and Kinder-/Jugendlichenpsychotherapeutin R. Preising

After receiving a substantive introduction to the present foster parent couples the opportunity to talk with to discuss Renate Preising and the other participants from their everyday situations and Catholic together with the support of the consultant and adviser to the social service. Women to develop action strategies. In a protected atmosphere, the foster parents were able to describe situations, experiences and questions answered professionally edited and understanding were solution-oriented. The framework of this event in a formation house with food provided also for the necessary opportunity for relaxation and opening of the parents for this difficult issue.


Event 2:

lecture "Setting limits in the foster and adoptive family in the light the traumatic experience of child relationship "
Speaker: Dr. Dipl.Psych. Martina Cappenberg, court evaluator, child psychological assessment and counseling, Münster

In a lecture with child care are invited foster and adoptive parents to receive the subject of boundaries in the educational activity ideas, discuss issues and hear strategies for action. Here the focus is to understand the child's behavior in relationships, based on attachment theory with particular attention to the experience and behavior of traumatized children. Enabling and disabling frontier settlements will be discussed.

Date: 19/11/2010



second Project: Center for Psychosocial Trauma Kassel

first Projects

MUT NETWORK

first Germany got off further attendants days

In our country there are a large group of people for decades, those involved in sadistic cults pädocrimen rings and violent sects. Children are born into these groups and to learn from an early submission under torture conditions, elimination of memories and personality, absolute obedience and a life of silence. Those affected by the development of severe early trauma, almost all have a dissociative identity disorder (formerly multiple personality).
In recent years more and more people try to get out of these groups and to begin a "normal" independent and self-reliant life. Many dropouts are looking with great dedication by a few mental health professionals familiar with this area before. Many of the area is understandably too scary and threatening. This type of organized violence in society is hardly seen and punished.
There are only few systematic outreach in Germany. But without the dedicated help as a way to not create: Individual counselors, therapists, clinics, homes, pastors and individuals often accompany this laborious way for years. Here bundles are a lot of practical skills, but there is also a high burnout risk.

was against this background the idea that the network got off active facilitators of mutual encouragement nationwide to share their experiences in the sometimes stressful work and learn from each other. The socio-political perspective is also discussed.
The demand is there: For the first time are 30 people from around the country logged on. There are other questions. Annual meetings are envisaged.



love exit attendants,

& we would like to invite you warmly to a personal experience! If you

to Time for business or pleasure actively involved in the company of people who are way out of cults, pädocrimen rings, violent cults go, you are right! If you currently

for safety issues, responsibilities, possibilities and limitations in the use of ritual violence at the time, you are welcome!

a specific professional qualification is not required for this exchange. Own concern and alone is sufficient to take as little as of purely theoretical interest.

We offer time and space to each other to work on key issues: support for persistent offenders
+ Contact: When? How?
+ support offers: What works when? What is missing? + How to deal with threats
? - More as needed -

This form of inter-regional networking for practical action is in our view, far too short. Therefore, we refrain from experts' presentations. The objectives are MUT-NET to develop the networking of the attendants stepped out for mutual support and the development of future prospects for targeted social and political work. Annual meeting in this form can be a way for it. We cooperate with DIVERSITY eV in Bremen.

Participants will receive the addresses & results by mail. During the breaks, there are appetizers & Drinks. After work, we will make a great setting for a dinner / Barbecue (weather permitting).

Date: Saturday, 09/04/2010, 11h to 18h
Location: Center for Psychosocial Trauma, see address above!
Cost: 30, - 50, - € for self-assessment for organizations / rooms / snacks / drinks / networking
list / result mail - the money please bring cash!
Registration: 1.7. formless traumazentrum@web.de, keyword "MUT-POWER", a confirmation is approximately 4 weeks previously, and further questions, please also be sent by mail!

We look forward to this day, Sylvia Schramm


for Board &
team and the professional exchange of ritual violence



second Project:

short design a guided self-help group
of the Center for Psychosocial Trauma Kassel
for people with Dissociative Identity Disorder (DIS)

The group will be people with a DIS, the possibility of discovering a possible self-determined framework of their potential for self-help and . expand

target group: The offer is aimed at people with Dissociative Identity Disorder

Group size: max. 6-8

frequency of meetings: two-month appointments with 1.5 h, the Group should be of an ongoing

Start: Fall 2010

Location: Center for Psychosocial Trauma Kassel

access to the group: first contacts take place over the trauma center, the companion of the group out initial interviews will be decided on the basis of whether the potential customer as a capable and considered suitable for the group is

structure of the meetings: To maintain the character of a support group as upright as possible, we are here to make few requirements, but also support participants in developing an appropriate structure for them. Useful for group work have been found in any case, input rounds in which all participants shortly be able to report, "which they were assigned to group" and in which is agreed on a theme of the meeting or activity. It is also useful to make a final round to end the meeting may well.
Likewise, the participants and the companion of the group agree on common rules, setting the trauma center are here the following basic rules: no descriptions of traumatic experiences and the possible avoidance of potential triggers, no physical or verbal aggression within the group to secrecy to the outside of the content and participants of the group.

contents of the group: The contents of the meetings to determine the participants.
He is the preservation of self-help character in the foreground. In this respect, it should explicitly be a supporting role, the participants are the ones that make the group process responsible. The accompaniment here has the following tasks: crisis intervention, moderation in conflicts, monitoring of group processes and, where appropriate feedback. Outside the meeting is the companion for the participants as a contact person for issues relating to the Group, are available.

Super Vision: To obtain a large potential professionalism of the companion and thus for the quality of the group will find a regular professional supervision for the attendant instead.

Kassel, 08.07.2010

Isabel Seutter

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Is There Discharge When You Have Herpes

your way


Long before you came it was already written,
of the pain you drove into hell

noticed nothing of the sort, at the beginning of your journey,
laughed, but your words much too quiet

wanted to be like the others, nearly perfectly,
the pain was still hidden deep within you

Then came the time when you had all the innocence long lost,
loud screams penetrated into your little ears

You saw the white light, from then on it was done,
would probably never see so much hope

It was only a short step, the answer to all the questions
take your empty shell as it through the entrances

around you, many who only have seen your laughter,
but you never want the black abyss

Was that really all? was ever your fault?
why you need strong will and patience?

did you get from your long journey to this distant place
the truth came to light and carried out

would from then on you go through thorns, looking for hope in vain,
strange voices that you day and night curse

It is your way, you're gone it day by day,
were then already in you caught yourself

But see, You shine through the night , laughing,
deep in the chaos of a dark world,
in which the light falls on your shadow

You make courage to show your true self, here and there,
it is still difficult and painful, very terrible

Let us here and now never believe the words
us the strength and the last hope rob

Your path is long, not forever and a target You know,
there comes a time in which the angels Miss you

you can find home, far short of that white light back
on this day, this place is your long-hoped-for happiness




for us, dear Hannah
March 2010




Thursday, September 2, 2010

Welcome Message In Wedding

How to Vespa came

I remember very well first of my Vespa, it was bright red and stayed a few days with me. At that time, I was twenty, I bought this Vespa as a used vehicle. She had had some small Mängel.Es still a Vespa PK50, will remain with me always remember Schaltgetriebe.Sie, came in the form of a scar on Kinn.Das so ...
(Drawings can be enlarged by click)

I was just on my way to the Piaggio Wekstatt wanted it checked by a specialist lassen.Ich the scooter was driving on the right track a cobblestone Straße.Eine motorist passed me, looked at me but not in the rearview mirror and pushed me off the road. (So much anticipated, I survived and got pain and suffering!) I flew over the handlebars, slid over the stones, had bruises and sprains the whole Körper.Ein paramedics cut my dear Lewis 501, I have never forgiven him! After this Experience, I remained some time on non-motorized two wheels.
In the summer of 2002 I discovered during a two-wheeler dealers in the neighboring village, Anna. Anna is a Vespa ET2, it was two years and eight hundred kilometers young. I fancied a few days and finally bought it.
This time was the Italian love with me, in good Pflege.Die Vespa ET2 is, unlike many modern scooters, from a sheet metal frame and relatively little Kunststoffelementen.Sie fährt sich sehr gut,mit Fliehkraftkupplung und Variomatik,kein Schalten also.
Die ersten Kilometer,vom Parkplatz des Händlers ,waren spannend,ich gewöhnte mich schnell an den neuen Untersatz ,auch wenn ich anfangs etwas unsicher in die Kurve ging.

                                                                                                                          Over the next weeks and months, I studied the technique a little to understand how the good lady funktioniert.Aus repair manuals I got my information, at least minor repairs and maintenance to run itself können.Luftfilterreinigung, oil changes, spark plug , carburetor, brakes, electrics were in me to understand their function in Anna.Obwohl me at the beginning or passed through many misadventures. Have the exhaust mounted once too loose and my Vespa was heard for miles'm suddenly driven home quickly .... and ... I've lost my mark on the road once ...
Of course, that we are not at 60 km / h are the fastest and not fall into the rush of speed, but we are still still angekommen.Jetzt made two things fun, driving, and screws. The latter was also in the winter of joy, as long as I do not freeze your fingers in my garage. I was worried for a variety of assembly, of my little Fuhrparks.Anna was not lonely. The limiting factor is my purse and the space in my garage. 2003 to 2004, a turquoise Vespa PK50 XL2 in my little Werkstatt.Ich improved the frame was out, replaced all the wear and tear on the engine and Elektrik.Die little Vespa, I could indeed bring back to life, but she kept a few teething problems.
Vespa PK 50 XL II
The vehicles of this series have a complicated automatic stage (Plurimatik), the ever-jerky and provides glitch. We were often lie, every trip was the last heard from a Piaggio sein.Ich from Bremen that this guy was a bad design and he advised me she liked to verkaufen.Optisch me very well.
I believe today that I have caught a part of my youth (and to catch up), with my "Vespennest. I collected a little, after emerging in the 70s Mods, a youth subculture in England. In my closet is still a parka with badges of The Who, The Clash and Vespa symbols. As befits a mod, even Doc Martins, the work boots from England. Of course, all a bit late ...
turned to my discomfort, I realize that today hardly anyone knows this lifestyle and I am so very lonely standing there. In the eighties, we would then have more numerous gewesen.Egal, I was catching up and filled the CD rack with the music of this Generation (Ska). As a scooter rider you just have to "Quadrophenia" have seen. (Music - The Who). This film tells of the identity crises of young people back then, the clincher between rockers and mods, which degenerated into scuffles. Unfortunately for the southern English resort of Brighton, where mods on their scooters and rockers on heavy motorcycles, trafen.In the movie plays Sting (The Police), one of the main character, Jimmy, revered Mod (Ace). The end of 1979 released, film is tragic, because Jimmy steals Ace's scooter and plunges down the cliff, clouded by amphetamines and Lack of sleep.
picture and sound quality on the DVD are unfortunately pretty bad.




Anna´s Cockpit                                                                                                       


It was a great time and I will Anna spend the winter well, until we go back together against the spring sun.
The reader must know that Anna has a few siblings who also live in my garage.
Maybe I should go with my parka back on driving, even if I am so very lonely ...


- Anna - (Vespa ET2)
Here are a few scenes from Quadrophenia! :
"This is my generation ..."
Can you recognize your sting?