The title 'Split' is so very meaningful and yet so accurately, I must smile.
It is strange though familiar - I read through the last blog entry and nod: Yes true, I've felt that and perceived. But was not something else? Had I not also have a completely different topic, that was very relevant and engaging? It is a typical phenomenon, probably especially when one is Many: one becomes involved with contradictions, trying to solve a problem, triggering new problems elsewhere, see 'there' closer, more focused every now and then knows little more of 'here'.
Unfortunately I can not just write about all that I 'think straight'. For it is either too much or too little and too confusing.
Too much, because too many people think the same about something that is totally different (now for example is about the new service, which begins at last / terrible legally next week, reconstruction and development versus throw away from all things that we sometimes just as support for have written us to consider how we approach a taiko school in Hamburg, what we are doing the same to eat, someone will continue to play a horse game on the Internet, what will tomorrow everything purchased needs and when it would be best, as it is Monday and Tuesday with the legal advisor well targets for the new ambulatory care are gone, music is being sung, considerations that fit cut pictures still on the door, as well tomorrow to dance , as it can go on with the new acquaintances, etc. pp.)
Too little, because 'I' do not really think much, but somehow serves only as a shell. Anyway, it feels like for me. There is so much that I think that come the thoughts that I have such in mind, just from the other and I sharing it as a spectator. A little bit I can influence the direction and perhaps also, but I really 'me' focus is impossible or meaningless. Then there is no more. Only emptiness.
I can pick out a thought and focus it on them, so I more with the person who has these ideas closer together, and all other thoughts perceive less (what happened stop, if you focus;)) But it ' is my 'idea or opinion or idea, I do not feel this. I take these ideas and opinions is not really for me or something, but am largely lack of opinion. If I have to express an opinion, I look for a 'right' from (if no one pushes further forward), which is based completely moment happened and situational. I also have no relation to when the situation in which it was so needed is completed. And why just my faith, I am actually not a separate person, but tools.
But what I say today really wanted ...
'Split' is the main content of everyday thoughts.
is mentioned briefly next week release the new ambulatory care and I'm looking forward to working very common.
We take care of that very reason, collect all the documents that we have collected over the years, and to add or adjust again. Since we are very busy this place, so we just active and much to us and what's happened to us and helps deal.
moved the same time, again much in the direction offender contacts and it will not spare any expense or effort to re bandeln with the family, because the need for this familiarity and the contents and being seen is extremely large at the time. (I write 'this' because it is different from what one would expect from friends or helpers get and would like to receive.)
We deal thus with the coming work and sabortieren they also have the same. Ironically, the slow but not a thought of the other, or reduce its effectiveness or moves it to do, but both side by side exists. Ubiquitous. It is, as would one know anything about the activities of others, even though I know it is not so. It also complains no one with the other and says, "Hey, let's get it!" or "Hey, we do not yet work with the supervisor," but both parties just do what they do.
Whether this is so good?
Maybe we need a kind of mediator, but how can run it then?
because I'm getting a little shoulder-Zuck mood.
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